squeeze

when i look at your round bottom i get
i get

my milkshake brings all

i get
serious

i
get
smart

our bedroom smile  our bedroom smile
-it's worth repeating-
i want us to rent a memory i have
of cushions and stacking them.

of your eyes and the stillness as i looked into them
i could
blaze into your head
i would, two

of us
and me getting hard or conflicted
and i like that part of you

when you cried and i didn't know what to
i dont
i still dont


but this is last year, and now i need to be alive
  i like other things too
but right now i just want a hug and a squeeze.